The saddest man on Earth...

      ignored how the rain felt
      as he left home
      for the last time

      Wore down
      his boot heels
      searching for the woman
      of his dreams
      but never understood
      that life is a woman

      Lived in a town
      where sadness was illegal
      and where grinning
      cops ticketed his face
      so often
      that he lost his license
      to cry

      The saddest man
      on Earth
      tuned guitars
      but couldn't play them
      cheated the IRS
      of his own refund
      fathered a child
      who thought she saw
      him in perfect strangers
      yet didn't recognize
      him face to face

      I met him once
      in a bar
      toasting the mirror
      with his stare

      He had come
      south to start
      life over

      He was a
      Mozart of silence

      Alan Kaufman